Friday, March 17, 2006
new blog
i set up a new blog.
no more new posts here after this one.
so long.
cheryl [I`m in love.] 1:51 AM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
maybe... just maybe...
saw the boy at breakfast this morning.
all alone.
man, i'm nuts.
so in love.
did i see what i think i saw?
hmm.
there are 3 plausible reasons.
one, he's just got nothing to do since he's alone so he just looks over, like normal people do.
two, maybe, just maybe, he's interested!
if there is a god, show me a sign!
haha.
and three, maybe he thinks i look like a weirdo so he's staring at me.
sigh.
all this speculating.
it's tiring.
cheryl [I`m in love.] 5:58 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
aimless...
feeling pensive and moody now.
don't know why.
sigh.
nothing much to report today.
my life is boring.
pretty fucked up too.
saw him today.
sigh.
as always ppl are oblivious to me.
i wanna go shopping!
gonna go central with the girls (or just hye jung) this thursday.
gonna buy that coat from dorothy perkins!
hahaha.
and i must get my hands on the new burberry fragrance, burberry london.
it smells absolutely gorgeous.
i love it!
watched scary movie 3 on my computer.
bloody hilarious man!
haha.
that girl, anna something, so pretty!
she acted as april in the hot chick.
beautiful girl.
much more pretty than rachel mcadams (jessica aka the bitch in the hot chick)
and the guy in scary movie 3, george.
man, his eyes are gorgeous!
people with beautiful eyes always look beautiful.
been watching this korean drama too.
i'm sorry i love u.
direct translation.
pretty nice.
the guy's cute too.
haha.
but as usual.
the same cliched storyline.
same slow-paced crawl that korean dramas all seem to favour.
same good-looking actors and actresses.
well, u get my drift.
someone's been catching my eye these few days.
i have yet to find out what they're really up to.
is it really what i think it is?
perhaps, perhaps.
well, only time will tell.
so yet again, i must wait.
god, i hate to wait!
cheryl [I`m in love.] 7:58 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
british culture
in pain the whole day.
my god.
i think i have indigestion or something.
yesterday skipped lunch cos wasn't feeling all that hungry.
studied business in the library the whole afternoon.
the pain came like lightning bolt during dinner.
it was like a cat clawing from inside my stomach.
the pain was so sharp, i could hardly breathe.
managed to crawl back to my room and curl up under the blanket.
i felt like dying.
the pain was excruciating!
this morning, slightly better.
still had that aching feeling.
thought the worst was over.
boy, was i wrong!
after breakfast the pain returned, full force.
was forced to take some indigestion pills hye jung gave me.
felt better then.
after lunch, it cam back again.
damn unlucky!
suffered the whole darn day.
decided in the end to put a hold on my firm stand on not taking proper medication for stomach upsets like these.
ran over to the pharmacy across the road and bought a box of indigestion pills.
bloody freakin' waste of my money.
say what "fast relief" and "lasts up to 12 hours".
what a load of bull.
the pain came back all over again after dinner.
went back to my room to suffer and rot.
thank god for michelle, melissa and yu yi.
if they hadn't asked me to go to the pub with them for a drink, i swear i wld've gone mad.
seriously, u and the pain and boredom alone.
it's enough to make any sane person shoot their brains out.
walked to greenwich village, to the gipsy moth.
nice little pub.
but damn packed.
typical british lifestyle.
"let's hit the pubs after work, mate!"
hahaha.
can't believe it, how many drunk idiots tried to hit on us.
wat the hell?!
drank white wine.
can u believe the place didn't have spirits?!
unbelievable!
after that went to the chinese bakery for dessert.
didn't eat anything then cos the bloody pain returned with a vengeance.
i think my stomach was taking revenge for me putting alcohol in it.
haha.
was late coming back before curfew.
shits.
hope the supervisor won't make noise.
sigh.
well, had quite a fun friday night all together.
not quite routine as usual, but it makes for a really nice change.
cheryl [I`m in love.] 9:41 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
eyes, sleep and snow...
so tired.
my eyes feel like they're gonna drop out with a sickening 'ploop' u hear in movies.
i need sleep.
exams coming soon.
what with not wanting to disappoint my family, and trying to do that bitch one better.
life is just not worth living, man.
i am stretched thin.
overslept today.
don't believe it.
slept early last night too.
sigh.
was late for math class.
lucky i made it in time.
record speed man!
whizzed out of bed, dressed and out the door in 5 minutes.
hahaha.
went to the bank in deptford with the girls in the afternoon.
it snowed!
hahaha.
so nice!
it was really so surreal.
well, later then.
more homework awaits me.
ugh.
cheryl [I`m in love.] 7:54 AM
