love-a beautiful disaster

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name: [Cheryl Chan Li Ping aka Cheryl Waryl]
school: [Ex-Kcian pri & sec] [Meridian] [Bellerbys College London]
birthday: [17 Feb 1988]
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fave food [subway sandwiches][chocolate ice cream][kitkat][walkers thai sweet chilli potato chips]
fave drink [starbucks caramel macchiato][pokka green tea][cadbury hot chocolate]
fave colour [green][red][black][blue][earthy tones]
fave pastimes [hanging out with friends][listening to music][late night chats on the phone][cycling][shopping]
fave brands [topshop][zara][warehouse][forever 21][mango][fcuk][l'oreal]
fave sports [basketball][rollerblading][cycling][running][swimming]
fave coffee places [starbucks][coffee bean & tea leaf]
fave cities [singapore][london][paris][rome][egypt][milan]
fave musicals [the phantom of the opera][the sound of music][my fair lady]
fave movies [you've got mail][princess diaries 1&2][pirates of the caribbean][LOTR series][love actually]

Saturday, September 10, 2005

choices in life

studied on my own ytd. didn't do much. feel so utterly useless. mom n dad dropped me off in sch b4 heading off 2 work. as according 2 plan, i snuck out of sch n headed 2 e airport, where i sat at starbucks n sipped my fave coffee, caramel macchiato as i studied bio. enzymes. did very little. but it was sumthing i guess. then met up with my dearest best fren in e whole wide world n her poly fren, valerie. val's nice. mei ying went 4 her interview (she's getting a job at swensens at terminal 1, where val works). then we headed 2 terminal 2 for lunch. subway rawks! there was this cute guy serving us. lol. now every1 thinks i'm a flirt. like some guy already still look at other guys. well, i'm not. i juz appreciate beautiful things. haha. headed back 2 sch after tt. was all alone. i must hv looked so stupid sitting there all by myself trying 2 study. so decided 2 pack up n go hm. did absolutely nthing at hm. juz slacked all e way.

as for 2day, it's been really trying. i've been so lethargic n lazy e entire day, it's juz crazy. promos is in 3 wks flat, n my revision is so blah. i'm only gd at e last couple of topics. everything in front is blurry. i might as well face it. i hv abt, let's see now, 3 choices if i dun make it this yr. 1. drop out of jc n do a biomedical course in australia (want this, but i'll miss every1 back hm. n it's kinda scary 2 be in a forign country all by myself. i'm a little chicken at heart. lol.), 2. drop out of jc n enter poly (really want this, but seriously dun think mom will approve), 3. stick with jc life n face utter n complete humiliation, not only in sch but also frm family n relatives. plus, syllabus changes nxt yr. will be so much tougher). well! seems like it's all narrowed down, doesn't it? serious work is in order. juz 3 wks. 3wks is gonna fly past. i better get down to some really serious slogging. this ain't fun n play anymore. 3wks more, n i can kick back n relax. thinking of looking 4 a job in e airport immediately after e exams. nthing much 2 do then already. either ask uncle ling 2 set me up at mr bean at e airport, or go out n scout for jobs. sigh. but 1st things 1st, i better nail e exams. as 4 tt other thing in my not-so-happening life, i sure do hope i can move things 4ward a little faster. i hate things 2 be stagnant, which is where this is rite now. i wish i had e guts 2 make things happen, but i'm scared tt any sudden move might jerk e whole thing in2 e dirt, even worse than where it's current position is. sigh. wat i wldn't give 4 him 2 notice me n make small talk.

cheryl [I`m in love.] 10:15 PM

Time may take us apart
But I will still love you
I promise
And when the stars, stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I promise that you'll be my one
My only everything
I'll never be untrue
And I promise back that for your love I will do anything
I will give you the stars
I will buy you the moon
And even through the longest of our nights
And even through the darkest days our
Love will find away
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
You are my summer breeze
My winter sun
My springtime soul
My autumn touch of gold
You are my sky, my rain
A way in which my love flows cos you're all
The smile of my heart and the breathe of my soul
Even if we find ourselves apart
We will hold our hopes and dreams
Forever in our hearts
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Tell me how you feel
I finally know how to feel
Tell me if it's real
And my heart tells me it's real
So real, so real
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Time will take us apart
That's true
But I will always be there for you
You're in my heart
You'll be in my dreams
No matter how many miles between
I promise you that I won't forget
The day we kissed
Or the day we met
The sky may fall and the stars may too
But I will still
I will still love you
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you