love-a beautiful disaster

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name: [Cheryl Chan Li Ping aka Cheryl Waryl]
school: [Ex-Kcian pri & sec] [Meridian] [Bellerbys College London]
birthday: [17 Feb 1988]
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

something different

i've been in a deep funk these past few days.

the sky's clearing up a little.

but it's still overcast.

nothing i, or for that matter, anyone can do anything about.

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Knew the signs

Wasn't right

I was stupid for a while

Swept away by you

And now I feel like a fool

So confused

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach, couldn't see

We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair

I could drown if I stay here

Keeping busy every day

I know I will be OK

But I was

So confused

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach, couldn't see

We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain

Takes a while to regain what is lost inside

And I hope that in time, you'll be out of my mind

I'll be over you

But now I'm

So confused, my heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach, couldn't see

We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

In my reach, I can see

There's a life out there for me

-gabrielle-

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i am pissed off.

i wrote so much and stupid blogspot made my entire entry disappear.

why does everything going wrong when i'm down?

i'm just gonna write down what i can remember.

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i don't care what people say.

this wasn't a silly schoolgirl crush.

this was something different.

something more.

i let u go because i love you.

and u have no idea how reluctant i am to do so.

but it seems that i have no choice, after u put it that way.

it pains me to know that u belong to someone else.

she's lucky.

what can i say?

i'm just unlucky in love.

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Love is an energy

Love is a mystery

Love is meant to be true

Love is a part of me

Love is the heart of me

Love is the best thing that we do

-ashlee simpson-

cheryl [I`m in love.] 12:25 AM

Time may take us apart
But I will still love you
I promise
And when the stars, stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I promise that you'll be my one
My only everything
I'll never be untrue
And I promise back that for your love I will do anything
I will give you the stars
I will buy you the moon
And even through the longest of our nights
And even through the darkest days our
Love will find away
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
You are my summer breeze
My winter sun
My springtime soul
My autumn touch of gold
You are my sky, my rain
A way in which my love flows cos you're all
The smile of my heart and the breathe of my soul
Even if we find ourselves apart
We will hold our hopes and dreams
Forever in our hearts
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Tell me how you feel
I finally know how to feel
Tell me if it's real
And my heart tells me it's real
So real, so real
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Time will take us apart
That's true
But I will always be there for you
You're in my heart
You'll be in my dreams
No matter how many miles between
I promise you that I won't forget
The day we kissed
Or the day we met
The sky may fall and the stars may too
But I will still
I will still love you
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you