love-a beautiful disaster

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name: [Cheryl Chan Li Ping aka Cheryl Waryl]
school: [Ex-Kcian pri & sec] [Meridian] [Bellerbys College London]
birthday: [17 Feb 1988]
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Friday, September 16, 2005

don't walk away...u don't know the hurt u cause me...

Take it back, take it all back now

The things I gave

Like the taste of my kiss on your lips

I miss that now

I can't try any harder than I do

All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you

I'm broken in two

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me empty and left to wonder

I need you

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me waiting and left to wonder

I need you

Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how I wanna feel something so real

Please remind me, my love

Take me back

'Cause I'm so in love with what we were

I'm not breathing

I'm suffocating without you

Do u feel it too?

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me waiting and left to wonder

I need you

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me empty and left to wonder

I need you

Yeah I need you

When I'm in the dark and all alone

Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door

It's there I know my heart is whole

There's a million reasons why I cry

Hold my covers tight and close my eyes

'Cause I don't wanna be alone

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me waiting and left to wonder

I need you

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me empty and left to wonder

I need you, I need you

'Cause I can't fake and I can't hate

But it's my heart that's 'bout to break

You're all I need I'm on my knees

Watch me bleed, would you listen please

I give in I breathe out, I want you

There's no doubt

I freak out, I'm left out, without you

I'm without

I cross out, I'm kicked out, I cry out, I reach out

Don't walk away, don't walk away, don't walk away, don't walk away

-ashlee simpson-

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i think the very last sentence just abt sums up my thoughts on this fateful afternoon.

walked right past, smiled n got stared at like some kinda freak show. absolutely brilliant. like a breeze, u juz brushed past me. u walked on by. do u even realise the hurt u cause me?

i'm being such a drama queen. so shoot me for liking someone so much.

studied in school with yilin, cherri n freesia after math make-up tutorial. so sad. mr ng won't be teaching us in jc2. that is, if i even promote to jc2. 2weeks left, n my revision is so blah. i'm so dead. sigh. anyway, we sat at one of the study benches outside the G.O. somebody was sitting rite opposite. great. i'm not gonna write out exactly what happened but the lyrics of the ashlee simpson song "undiscovered" should give u a pretty good idea of what happened at the end of it all. (if u wanna know, ask me. if i'm in a good mood, i might consider letting u know. ah, but who the hell do i think i am? as if ppl even wanna know. just shut up now.) sigh. not a glance. not a single glance.

cheryl [I`m in love.] 11:22 PM

Time may take us apart
But I will still love you
I promise
And when the stars, stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I promise that you'll be my one
My only everything
I'll never be untrue
And I promise back that for your love I will do anything
I will give you the stars
I will buy you the moon
And even through the longest of our nights
And even through the darkest days our
Love will find away
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
You are my summer breeze
My winter sun
My springtime soul
My autumn touch of gold
You are my sky, my rain
A way in which my love flows cos you're all
The smile of my heart and the breathe of my soul
Even if we find ourselves apart
We will hold our hopes and dreams
Forever in our hearts
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Tell me how you feel
I finally know how to feel
Tell me if it's real
And my heart tells me it's real
So real, so real
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you
Time will take us apart
That's true
But I will always be there for you
You're in my heart
You'll be in my dreams
No matter how many miles between
I promise you that I won't forget
The day we kissed
Or the day we met
The sky may fall and the stars may too
But I will still
I will still love you
And when the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you